Love Me Again Epilogue – Maybe
Han Ting Hua had once asked himself, why would he fall for that woman;
That woman’s character was clearly one that people loathed. Since he and his mother entered the Luo family, she had unceasingly sought to trouble them. Towards his mother, she had always scorned and ridiculed her, dismissing her attempts to reach out, and verbally humiliated her. Every sentence she spoke was toxic and foul.
He hated her, to the point of wanting to stuff a dirty rag to block her foul mouth, to stop her from ever saying those harsh words. But his mother had always urged him to concede to her, and to endure since they were the ones who had wronged her.
He understood what his mother meant, and didn’t want her to worry, so he endured her insults and abuse, taking her as a crazy woman.
But, sometimes looking at her proud profile, there was always the impression that her solitary figure seemed a little lonely.
Lonely? How could that be? That arrogant and conceited woman, how could she possibly feel lonely?
Yet, as he unknowingly starts to observe her, he realizes she doesn’t have any friends and was always by herself. Even though many attended her birthday banquet and she became the centre of everyone’s attention, but after the party, looking at her lone figure returning to her room, appearing so arrogant yet isolated, Han Ting Hua can’t help but feel his loathing for her recede.
But it was only for that moment.
As she glances at him with contempt, he hatefully thinks, no wonder she has no friends. Someone who can’t coexist with others, who would want to be friends with her!
He still hated her, only, but he can’t help but notice her, gradually turning into a habit. He doesn’t know how, but he kept the habit for several years, unable to change it.
He knew she had always thought he and his mother were after the Luo family’s wealth, and found her delusions amusing. He wasn’t interested in what didn’t belong to him.
Only, seeing her guarded expression, and those ever proud eyes fixed on him, he was hit with the desire for his reflection to always appear in her eyes. So he entered the company.
Soon after, the competition between them became fierce. She always found trouble for him at the company, using all her energy to hinder him, and using any means necessary just so he could taste defeat.
Seeing her completely focused on him gave him a strange sense of satisfaction.
He never wanted the position of president, but he wanted her to look at him.
There was an inkling in his heart, but he forced himself to ignore it, not letting himself admit to those preposterous feelings. Or maybe it was because he knew too clearly that the thoughts in his heart would never be realized, so he pretended they never existed, thinking it was fine just to maintain things are they were.
But he never expected that the situation he had wanted to preserve would burst so easily.
She had died. For the sake of the president’s position.
The moment she died, he was filled with remorse.
He never wanted the position of president.
He never wanted to fight her.
He only, he only…..
He only wanted her to look at him!
Holding her picture frame, he trembles, his heart filled with remorse.
He was just that cowardly and weak, scared of being rejected, scared that she would stop looking at him, so he indulged in his own selfishness and arranged all this, leading to her death. It was all him! He had killed her!
Swallowed by his guilt, he came to her room every night, holding her photo, softly chanting her name in his heart.
On her birthday, he bought a cake, hoarsely singing a birthday song to her, wishing she was right before him, making a wish, then blowing out the candles….
He really wanted to ask: What did you wish for? Could she please let him have one of her wishes, so he could see her once more?
He counts the days since she left.
As time goes by, Uncle Luo and his mother both passed away.
He dismissed all the servants, so the huge mansion was left with only him. This was his punishment to himself.
He couldn’t sleep, and always laid on her bed with his eyes open until dawn.
He became anorexic, the shadow of death looming larger.
Later, when the doctor announced he had cancer, he didn’t have a trace of fear. Perhaps he had already expected this day would arrive soon.
An Hai … he only dared to call her like this in his heart.
An Hai, are you well?
An Hai, do you still hate me?
An Hai, actually I…..
He closes his eyes, holding her picture frame, feeling the pain fade. He didn’t want to receive treatment, he had always waited for this moment.
An Hai, do you know? I’ve stolen a birthday wish from you every year, it’s already been 20 years, what I’ve wished for…..
Please give me a chance to see her again.
So that he wouldn’t miss telling her —- An Hai, actually, I…..
Han Ting Hua opens his eyes, slightly dazed.
“You’re awake, how do you feel? Still uncomfortable?” Luo An Hai was sitting on a chair beside the bed reading, but her attention had always been on him.
When he woke, she immediately placed the book down, and sat beside him on the bed, wrapping her arms around his waist. His fever had finally died down.
Feeling relieved, she notices his gaze wandering over her. “What’s wrong?”
Han Ting Hua blinks, his arms circling her waist, as he buries his face in her soft belly, softly whispering “I had a nightmare.”
“What nightmare?”
His eyes turned dark and profound, as though hiding something, replying after a long time “Forgot….” as he holds her tight.
Feeling a slight pain from his grasp, Luo An Hai runs her fingers through his damp hair, hesitantly glancing at him. “What’s wrong? Still uncomfortable?”
“No.” Han Ting Hua pulls her onto the bed. “Sleep beside me for a moment.”
“I’m not sleepy.”
“Accompany me.” He firmly hugs her.
Luo An Hai felt he was acting a little strange, but thinking people liked to act whimsical when sick, and rarely seeing him act so weak, her heart turns soft. Obediently lying on the bed, she lets him hug her from behind.
Han Ting Hua holds her hands, intertwining their fingers.
Originally, Luo An Hai hadn’t planned on sleeping. But the moment she lies on the bed, all her drowsiness suddenly appeared. Rubbing against his chest, she moves around, before slowly closing her eyes.
Listening to her softly breathing, Han Ting Hua gently calls “An Hai?”
“Mnn?”
He shifts his head towards her ear, his cheek rubbing against her face, whispering “I love you.”
While she was already asleep.
Holding her tightly in his arms, his deep eyes slowly close. This time, he didn’t miss his chance.
Previous Chapter | Master Post | END
LMA is now complete! The epilogue really gave it a satisfying finish.
I haven’t forgotten the remaining DKC chapters, but also haven’t worked on it either. They will probably slowly trickle out over the next 2 weeks.
As for future projects, I’m kinda enjoying the lack of obligation, while I have no idea what would fit in the month and a half before I officially go on hiatus, but if something catches my eye, I will pick it up. Just can’t be too greedy.
Of course, if nothing stands out, or seems easy enough to translate….
Thanks for following and it was fun while it lasted =)
Dec 3, 2016 at 9:28 PM
thanks so much…
i have already read this by translating it in Mr. Google… and can’t say understand it all…
so i was happy when you decided to translate this…
I am really love this epilogue!
I was teary when i was reading this on Mr. Google…
But now it only left sweet feeling so more satisfied!
i will wait for ur next project then! ^^
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Dec 3, 2016 at 9:46 PM
i.. i am not crying.. *sniffle*
thank you for the hard work ^^
beautiful ending!!
off.. official hiatus T.T *now i’m crying for real*
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Dec 3, 2016 at 9:47 PM
I was crying halfway!!! Thank you for your hard work!!!! Will be waiting for great translation work from you again….
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Dec 5, 2016 at 7:59 PM
Thanks but it might be a while lol
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Dec 3, 2016 at 10:24 PM
Thank you for the novel. I enjoy reading it very much.
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Dec 3, 2016 at 10:47 PM
I love it!!thanks for translating this beautiful piece…luckily they have a happy ending..luckily they are together.
Will b waiting for your next project.❤❤❤
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Dec 3, 2016 at 10:59 PM
Wait did he time jump too,
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:00 PM
Nope it was just a dream when he was burning up from his fever, but it does explain why Luo An Hai got a second chance =)
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Dec 4, 2016 at 12:12 AM
So they both went back l but he just remembered or always remembered and was actively working towards it a better way this time
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:01 PM
Nope it was just a dream when he was burning up from his fever =)
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Dec 4, 2016 at 12:47 AM
I love it when it end with a good ending 💗. Thank you for your hard work author and translator.
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Dec 4, 2016 at 1:34 AM
Kyyaa!! She’s not the only one. He remembers the past, maybe that’s the reason for his bizarre actions after An Hai met the family again for the ‘first time’… that ending though. *hiccup* i have a really soft spot for quiet enduring man, they may be silent, often cold, but when they lose their love, damn…they get wrecked. He loved her so much, nothing, nobody, not even time can change that. Where can I find a man like that in real life? Gimme some of that feels~
Anyway~ Thank you so much for the patience and dedication into translating this novel. Our 1-5 minutes of reading definitely robbed you 5 times (or more) of that time in just translating a single chapter. Thank you for sharing it. And as for taking a break, although I can hear my heart breaking, it is understandable. You have to give yourself some luvin’ in real life. We will be waiting for you.
So for now, I’m gonna re-read again from the start.
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:02 PM
Lol I wish it only took 5 times as long. Could’ve translated the entire series in a day ;-;
Good luck on your man hunt though =)
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Dec 4, 2016 at 1:46 AM
Wow An Hai’s not the only one. He’s the same! I was wondering how come he’s more accommodating this time around when he was more competitive in the previous life.
Be happy, An Hai & Ting Hua!
And thank you very much for translating this for us~ you and Truang are our treasures. Sending you lots of love ❤
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Dec 4, 2016 at 3:55 AM
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Dec 4, 2016 at 3:59 AM
Greatly written.
Finely ended.
Love it.
What I needed now is a short after story.
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:03 PM
The best series leave you wanting just that little bit more
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Dec 4, 2016 at 4:36 AM
Thank you so much for your hard work. Going to miss this couple. 😘😘😘
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:04 PM
Me too
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Dec 4, 2016 at 8:03 AM
OMFG I’m screaming gibberish of happiness right now IRL.
This was adorable.
I have to rehydrate now from all those tears of joy hohoho~
Thank you so much! Loved this one ❤
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Dec 4, 2016 at 10:16 AM
Thank you so much for translating this wonderful story! You are awesome!
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Dec 4, 2016 at 8:25 PM
Thank you for finishing this! Great ending 🙂
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Dec 4, 2016 at 9:23 PM
Awwwwwwwwww!!! Thanks so much for all your hard work!!!!!!!!!!!
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Dec 5, 2016 at 3:24 AM
So touching love story. Given 2nd to live happily instead of eaten by anger & revenge.
Thanks
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Dec 5, 2016 at 4:02 AM
Wahh! Such a beautiful end! 😭
Thank you for translating! 😘
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Dec 5, 2016 at 7:30 AM
Dang! Who put an onion in front of me?! 😭😭 thank you so much. It’s so beautiful. Their love story is beautiful. I couldn’t…i kennat😭😭😭 Oh my gash.
So HTH was given a chance too just like LAH😍
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Dec 5, 2016 at 8:07 PM
The way I interpret it, it was only a dream for him. Only one of them needs to remember how much he suffered.
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Jan 9, 2017 at 4:14 AM
That was so nice. It was short, but it was a good read; thanks for picking this up ^^
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Jan 23, 2017 at 5:50 AM
I think I am the only one utterly unsatisfied with this. No one explained themselves, especially that jackass of a father. This is unrealistic and pisses me off. Screw this. While I like the ML and the MC the way this paned out leaves a bad taste in my mouth. The realationship started with rape…really…ugh..
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Jan 29, 2017 at 12:03 PM
She never really patched things up properly with her father. Just tolerated him.
As for rape, that’s always been a grey area in light novels since eastern definitions haven’t fully caught up. If it’s something you really can’t tolerate, best to avoid anything 15+.
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Jan 29, 2017 at 12:27 PM
I actually don’t squimish at rape. And in this case there was a line which could have been forgiven if he apologized or made amends. Instead the author made it a okay for this to be the way to get a woman. It isn’t. It’s bullshit. Even forgiving the homewrecker is bullshit too. The ending part of this novel is bullshit. This novel could have easily been one of my favs but the author ruined it.
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Oct 19, 2017 at 12:48 AM
I dont even think it is a rape though, because raping is one sidedly intiated. As for them… Didnt they reciprocate? Yeah, she was drunk but she reacted.. Sorry.
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Feb 8, 2017 at 9:28 AM
Huahhh… the most satisfying ending ever😊😁 Sad but ended with the perfect closure.
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Feb 9, 2017 at 8:47 AM
Sniff… thank you so much. The translations were beautiful.
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Feb 13, 2017 at 1:34 PM
Such a beautiful story!! ❤❤❤❤❤
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Feb 14, 2017 at 5:50 PM
Omg so nice novel….ty for finish this project… 🙂
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Mar 24, 2017 at 7:36 AM
Thank you for taking up this translation. It is really sad that Trung has decided to stop. I really enjoyed reading the entire story again.
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May 19, 2017 at 10:45 AM
Thank you for the chapter~
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Jul 24, 2017 at 2:50 AM
For me this story was very confusing because I didn’t have access to the first 6 chapters.Only knowing her thoughts at her death left a void.So opening up with the fierce scene at the pup leading directly to consensual sex kind of floored me.I agree that even if this couple came together in the end, this family should have been doomed.. Distancing the couple from the parents would be the only way for them to live.
I enjoyed your translation skills. But the story’s finale needed more time to meet what it presented. Thank you for translating this novel
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Aug 5, 2017 at 12:54 PM
Rereading again.. Wanting to read some sexy story to end up crying half the time..
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Aug 14, 2017 at 6:20 AM
Thanks for the English translation!!! 😊😊
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Aug 24, 2017 at 2:20 PM
Thank you for the translate,,,,
Its beautifull epilog,,,,
Just sweet story to ending all up,,,
Thanks again ^_^
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Aug 26, 2017 at 2:46 AM
Wow, did I really never leave a comment for the end of this story? I was browsing reviews on Novel Updated for new things to read, and I’ve always noticed your reviews because you look at the novels critically but you’re never caustic even if you didn’t like them. I was originally introduced to Love Me Again by you, and when I saw your review for the series, I was filled with the urge to re-read it again. The epilogue is still as satisfying as it is bittersweet, and I’m glad that the two got together without dragging out the pain between each other (well, it was mostly LAH). Ahhh, I just want to know if HTH realized that that nightmare might have been true memories of his past life, but I suppose we’ll never know. Thanks for taking it upon yourself to finish this novel. ❤
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Oct 19, 2017 at 12:37 AM
Sooooo goooooood! I love it! Especially the epilogue, I was like “oh my gosh! So that’s why, huh!”” At the start, i was also thinking about the reason why he fell in love with her even though with all those hatred. And then, there is that some weird feeling I got during their first meeting in the second chance, When he declared that she will never be his sister and those little explanations about him scared from being rejected! Oh my! So, it was like that from the start. When I think about it, the first time they met, was that actually him surpressing his feelings of seeing her once again? Haha, he turned away with a rigid expression which I translate as him controling his overwhelming reunion with her, hahaha.!
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Oct 19, 2017 at 12:45 AM
I interpreted it as he have his past memories because of the line ‘ His eyes turned dark and profound, as though hiding something, replying after a long time “Forgot….” as he holds her tight. ‘ why? Because it is utterly undeniable suspicious for my part. Why would author say he is hiding something and then he said he forgot? That is so obvious
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Dec 4, 2017 at 5:01 PM
Satisfied ending. I hate mc asshole jackass father I want make his life worst. If I meet that kind of father, I will strangle him.
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Jan 16, 2018 at 8:07 PM
Wuwuwuuuwu. Such a short but great story. I don’t know how many times I cried reading this novel. I’m really glad that it’s a HE! I’m putting this one in my top ten fave!
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Jan 30, 2018 at 10:07 PM
That so sweeet, i love it, 😙
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Apr 28, 2018 at 5:04 PM
Thank you so much for translating this..
I found this novel months ago.. and actually kept it in my list without reading it due to this weariness that I have cos everytime I read short novels, i would get disappointed or unsatisfied..
But now I regret not reading it sooner haha .. if there’s one word to describe the ending, that would be “Beautiful” ..
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May 4, 2018 at 2:00 PM
Can’t believing my self. Already read for the third time but still running my tears and nose when reading it. Esp the epilog. Oh i need more tissue.
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Jun 12, 2018 at 12:39 AM
This series is so beautiful, thank you so much for translating it!!
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Feb 20, 2019 at 2:01 AM
i had only one thought after I read this.. Hunter..
what happened to the poor Hunter..
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Feb 22, 2019 at 1:15 PM
Thank you for the hard work I really enjoyed the story on general , the epilogue moved me 😳
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Mar 31, 2019 at 9:33 AM
Honestly, I didn’t want her to get with him at all. I wanted her to not hate her dad and his 2nd wife and the step brother and just move on with her life. I wanted her to get with Hunter or just left by herself and get away from that fake family. It’s the dad and his new family’s fault and her crazy mom antics anyway. She should have treated them like air, letting them do whatever they liked. She had her own company and money. She didnt depend on them. She should have emancipated herself. Sure, she felt bad that her stepbrother did that to himself after she died, but he did that to himself. She had nothing to do with it. I don’t know why she would even feel guilty? Like, okay, she died, yeah. People grieve but if a person is grieving like that they are guilty of something. And another thing, her dad crying, yeah, that’s her dad but he has to realize something too, he is a shitty parent. All he ever did was blame her and accused her of all and anything. Like, dude, you are the fuck up, you cheated on your wife and neglected your blood child and then remarried 3 months after your wife died, couldn’t even wait a year. Typical bastard. I don’t like how this story turned out…
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May 22, 2019 at 8:16 AM
This is so beautiful :”) Finally happy end
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Jun 4, 2019 at 9:04 PM
Thank you for the effort of sharing this to us 😙❤❤❤
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Jun 16, 2019 at 12:00 AM
cerita ini kereeen
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Jun 17, 2019 at 7:07 PM
Its heartwarming…
Actually … Its coincidence to read this story but i have a satisfied feeling after finishiblng this story…
Thank you very much for translate this story…
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Aug 3, 2019 at 8:04 AM
I liked the story but I really hate the father and the step mother, without talking about how he treated her mother how come the father can’t express his feelings to her but can to boy
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Mar 4, 2021 at 9:03 PM
I wish this was longer😭😭😭 Great job on translation 11/10 👏👏👏👏 I love it, thank you for picking this up. (I still wish this was longer)
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